Treasures and Time

Greetings, my beloveds! Another week… thought I’d shake it up a bit and post a day late. Truth is, we had our first power outage last night and no posting was going to get done without power. The winds blew something fierce and we got a bit of freezing rain and then, poof! darkness fell upon the land. Thankful for our wood stove and the hubby’s persistence in purchasing wood, we survived the five or so hours of “living like pioneers”. Minus the data on our phones, and the battery operated flashlights, and the printed card game we played…

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I suppose the blackout added to my muse for today, which was prompted by a question I saw posed a week or so ago: What would be an era you would have liked to live in? Take a moment with me. Live in forever? Visit? Future? Past? I suppose the scenario may change if you were stuck there versus time travelling through… so let’s say we were just visiting. I’m hearing many of my generation and the next saying “Oh, if only we could go back to the good old days — live off the land, no pressures, no this or that” Which seems fair coming from a girl who just moved to the country to raise chickens and bunnies and learn to grow her own veggies. Still, there’s a never ending amount of work involved with those things… and no Home Hardware to help in 1800.

Perhaps some of you would say Bible Times would be the ticket. Meet Jesus and the disciples. Get a true feeling for the scriptures and the parables as a people of the time. Still, as a young woman, my life would look very very different. Perhaps my stubborn attitude would’ve gotten me into trouble. Jesus or not. Or swing the pendulum. Future? Automated everything. Convenience extrapolated to the max. What kind of satisfaction, or lack thereof, would that elicit? All fair assessments, and worthy of musing.

Where would you go if you could time travel?

A week or so ago we made an impromptu visit to an old friend who is now living in an old century home in a quaint little town not too far from us. Her place is fabulous! Perfectly accented with antiques and knick knacks that truly bring her showcase home to full beauty. I craved her secrets and sources, and kicked myself for being the realist I am, and that I am entirely too cheap. Besides, our century farmhouse has to be knocked down a notch due to dog hair, house flies and the manure patch next door. Pioneer times, my foot.

Still, I am taken in by things that various people treasure. I marvel at home reno shows and thrift finders who have a gift for finding that perfect thing. That little gem that fits exactly on that shelf and screams I am the G.O.A.T! Perhaps, you’ve DIY’d something or inherited a family heirloom that you display with pride. I found a little egg cup at the thrift store the other day that did me in. Normally, I gloss over the knick knack section (“frugal” remember?) but I picked up this little thing and hummed and hawed at the price tag (a whopping $1.98!) and decided it was too cute. Chickens. Farmhouse. Maybe even bordering on “vintage” … a farmhouse needs a chicken egg cup, right??

And so I enjoyed my hard boiled egg in my new egg cup on Saturday morning. And dream of chickens come spring.

“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”

Matthew 6:19-21

Does this mean we cannot collect the goods and find that perfect piece? I don’t think so. It’s a good reminder to stay balanced. To live with Heaven in mind. To treasure our relationships and nurture our love for others not things. I can easily get sucked in to the beauty of “things” (or creatures…) instead of my people, so I must check myself every now and then. A good power failure reminds me that all that I have right now, in this era in history, in this moment in time, was designed perfectly just for me. I am given what I need and blessed with so much more. And so, although it is fun to dream and ponder and muse about this time or that treasure, reality tells me that you can’t take it with you. Be grateful and generous. Be thankful and thoughtful. But dream a little.

Persistent

Persistence. It’s what I’ve been musing about today. The thought popped into my head as I sat watching a lone ladybug crawl up my windowsill this morning. Golly, these insects are persistent, I thought to myself! This morning we had our first dusting of snow. It’s the end of October, and the weather has been exceptionally warm up until today. We are finally getting the seasonal temperatures we expect. Which means the bugs should be dying off. Except they are not. Persistent.

I suppose I need to back track a little. Mornings are entirely too early here on “Itsnotta” farm. The youngest now has to be up and ready for the school bus by 7:10 AM. For us, that’s an early wake up call. And, the baby of the house is like her momma… mornings are not our best time of day.

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I’m trying. We set our alarm early enough to snooze a little before crawling out from the warmth in order to get the last teenager surviving up in time to catch the bus. Who decided high school should start at 8:15 anyway??!

I tried gentle parenting with no lights on and warm thoughts and kind words. It didn’t work. The hubby now gets up, flicks on every light in the house and we both do a lot of shouting. We pack everything the night before but the kid still manages to not eat breakfast. In fact, she’s barely dressed as we haul her out, shoes in hand, so as not to miss the bus.

All of this to tell you of my encounter with the lady bug. After the chaos of the morning routine, I have been sitting staring out the front window, still in jammies, warm coffee in hand, tucked under some sort of covering, thankful another day has started and wishing the sun to rise. Depending on the amount of shouting and, shall we say, non-gentle parenting that has happened, this quiet moment of solitude plummets me down into a deep hole of thoughts – sometimes good, sometimes not so good.

As I watched the ladybug, I flashed back to the day they invaded. Swarms of them. I hear they are not true ladybugs but some invasive species of Asian beetle who have these seasons of literally taking over. They were everywhere! All along the front porch outside, on every door frame and crawling up the ceiling in a mass swarm of orangey red waves. Bleck! Trusty Google told us not to squish ’em as they emit some sort of nasty stink, so we vacuumed them up in our ancient vacuum – which also emits a nasty stink – so not sure we were one ahead of the game anyway. At least the bugs were gone from inside the house. Except for these few persistent ones.

The houseflies are still here too. I can’t seem to get them under control, either. Occasionally, on a warmer day, a lone wasp still pays us a visit on the sunny porch. My spiders are no where to be seen. Luckily for the hubby, neither are the mosquitoes. Here I am panicking that the rabbits are warm enough and the blessed bugs are still surviving! Persistence.

So, as I muse about the eternally present insects, I think about persistence. Perseverance. The tenacity and determination to keep moving forward. To stay alive, even, when all other circumstances say you should give up – and just die off. Many of us have heard stories of the athlete or business entrepreneur who musters up enough gumption to continue to survive rejection after rejection. I think there are certainly those extreme cases of climbing the mountain to the top, but it seems like most of us ride the wave of persistence daily. At least I do.

We start out every early morning with big plans to be consistent, pray continually, seek grace and gratitude. Be thankful and look for kingdom opportunities. Often we manage to do all those things… for awhile. Then one too many early mornings take hold of us and we are too tired to fight. Or cutting words from someone else makes it super hard to treat them with grace and honour. It’s hard to be grateful when doubt and worry weasel their way into our thoughts as we balance the cheque book, or make another visit to the clinic or counsellor.

Ephesians 6 is one of my favourite chapters in the sense that it reminds us that spiritual growth is a journey of continually getting ready and getting dressed for battle. It reminds us to be persistent in our prayers. To stand your ground in battle and have an attitude of obedience. The apostle Paul knew the battle was difficult, but like my little ladybug he continued to climb heavenward even in the face of death. He knew the battle was worth it.

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To be honest, I struggle with it. I pray, I write, I read, I study. Yet, circumstances and my own stubborn attitude prevents me from being the gracious daughter of the King He’s asked me to be. Some days I physically don’t have it in me. No one said the journey would be roses and rainbows. In fact, Ephesians 6 reminds us it’s a BATTLE. Oh beloveds, be encouraged that battles are not fought all alone. It takes an army. And each one of us have to put on our suits of armor and stand our ground. Shall we march heavenward together? I’ll see you next week!

Building a Firm Foundation

Another week has flown by! Is it just me or does time seem to go faster when we get older? Nonetheless, it’s one of those constants we can rely on, eh? Time. The sun rises and the sun sets no matter what we do. One of the blessings we have in Canada is the changing of the seasons. October is one of those months where this fact is ever so evident. One moment we are in shorts and t-shirts, the next, we’ve donned our hats and jackets. Do we put the heat on or the air conditioning? Yep, October is that kind of month.

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So we find ourselves in this month of flux, pondering about the future. Specifically, we find ourselves thinking about the impending Canadian winter. It will be our first winter here in the country — and we hear the wind is something to contend with. Apparently we get some big snow drifts as the winter wind whips its way across the now cleared and barren farmer fields. Our little brick century home is surprisingly cozy and warm so far. In fact, the family and I are in debate about the temperature… it’s too hot, it’s cold, turn up the heat, open a window… and so it is in October.

Which brings us to our current project: firewood. We have a wood burning fireplace in our kitchen and my husband is delighted. He’s a bit of a fire fan. Now that the pool is closed up, he has switched his attention to learning all about fireplaces. He sourced a local farmer and ordered a bushel? A peck? A cord? A giant pile of firewood and kindling that arrived and was dumped on our driveway last week. More work for us! Now don’t worry, we haven’t gone off grid and wood will not be our main source of heat through the winter, so do we need the fire? No. Will it supplement our output and bring the country to our winter? Sure. Do we need it in October? Maybe not.

Alas, a few fires have been lit – just to test it out – I’ve been told. Especially at night… because, you know, that’s the coldest time in this unpredictable fall season. Which is all well and good until our fire protection starts screaming at us that “there is smoke in the dining room and the alarm will sound shortly”. Needless to say, the bedroom windows got cracked open and all was well in short accord. Well, all was fine after the late night debate on smoke in the house versus heat and necessary timing of fires in October versus the heart of winter. No worries. We still love each other.

Still, let’s go back to the thought of a cord of firewood in our driveway. (Which, should you care, according to Google is “an amount of wood, when racked and well stowed, occupies a volume of approximately 128 cubit feet. A pile 4 foot by 4 foot by 8 feet.) Emphasis on the racked and well stowed. Number one, we needed to find a clean, dry space for this wood. Number two we needed to get it there, and number three, it needed to be stored in some organized manner for use through the winter.

My pile was looking pretty good. Until.

We have a cleared space not far from the house under some thick cedars that was the previous owner’s wood pile. A few logs are under there and it is fairly dry and usable. A little farther out is an empty metal shed currently used by the squirrels for their own winter collections of pine cones and the like. This seemed like the most logical place to set up the wood pile. And so we began the task of loading the newly acquired wheelbarrow and trekking wood. Oh… before that we had to shovel out the pine cones. Sorry to disturb your hard work, chipmunks.

Easy, right? A bit of manual labour never hurt anyone. Great workout. I soon discovered stacking wood is an art. You must start with something to lift the small logs off the ground, then fit small and large pieces together like some delicate game of Tetris… soaring ever so much higher until your shoulders ache from lifting above your own stature. I was doing well. It looked good. The fire pit master approved. Until. Until I casually tossed that log over my head and the right side of my pile shifted and logs began to slide. Then the whole six foot pile began tumbling to the right, sliding like Dominos, one after the other until my neat stack was again, just a pile.

I managed to regain my “racked and well stowed” pile with some strategically placed perpendicular logs along the side, and relied heavily on the walls of the shed for long term crash avoidance. Even though I don’t really want the wood leaning on the metal for fear it dents. Plus, there is something about proper air flow for dry wood you are supposed to adhere to for good storage. Live and Learn.

And so the adventures of city turned country bumpkins continues to unfold. Just the same, it gives me something to think about. How many times have I simply traveled along in my journey, piling up the accomplishments and achievements, only to have it come crashing all down on top of me. Why? I missed that firm foundation needed to make those accomplishments solid. The Gospels tell us that if our foundations are built on the solid rock of Christ, we will be able to stand firm when trials and tribulations come our way. Many of you are familiar with the builder who built his house upon the rock so that the winds could not shake it.

And so it is with us. Our Rock is firm. If we focus on laying those solid pieces of anchor logs (truths and promises shared with us in God’s Word), we are told that then we are safe to build and stack those racked and ready life plans for the future. Agreed, sometimes we tend to rely on the metal shed walls of our environment to catch us. Self help and worldly promises often do the job temporarily. Eventually, those, too, dent and give way to the pressure of the pile.

It takes discipline to develop those foundations. It is an Art. Once it is learned, we are guaranteed a constant supply of warmth and comfort in the dark dreary days of winter. Our hard work pays off in contentment. Preparation is a big deal here, and I’m discovering it is a well learned skill shared down through generation to generation. It pays to listen. I’ve got to get the wheelbarrow loaded up again and finish up the last few remnants of sticks still strewn across the driveway – because soon November will arrive and we will need a fire.